Archive - Shiz with Crys

the bell curve of needs blocks you from being able to write, at times

Apr 2 •

March 2024

when you've had enough – how did you get there?

wow, so it's possible to be actively satisfied? how?

Mar 5 •

February 2024

when i start celebrating my memory

living in the fullness — not in the grief – getting back into the moments

Feb 28 •

peering into the future

notes on what creates next reality

Feb 18 •

January 2024

the body forgets

I wish I could believe I've ever had sex

Jan 9 •

the fantasy of what you do want

who do i want to be in 2024?

Jan 4 •

December 2023

live in my head as I reconstruct reciprocal attraction-awareness

imagining turning the audio... off

Dec 22, 2023 •

"it's not your fault"/ "i'm just a teenage dirtbag"

learning to bear the onus of responsibility or blame

Dec 21, 2023 •

October 2023

the fantasies of what you don’t want

make sure to reset the flavor of your dreams

Oct 30, 2023 •

please do not bully me

the fear that i live amongst wolves

Oct 12, 2023 •

lately i find myself staring at the wall

Oct 1, 2023 •

September 2023

connection in lieu of shared vulnerability

the complexity of wounds and worldviews

Sep 25, 2023 •

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